Finally!!!!...
I am Back in Shape post three months of heavy duty eating!! 61 to 74 back to 66 Kgs!!!..The only big thing which i achieved in this past three months was putting on oodles of weight par recognition and getting back into shape in no time. ( Thanks to my streak of depressions and erratic eat habits).
It was the after war effect between Hope and helplessness which lead to a series of disastrous yet learning but drastic chain of events like giving up on a well settled job, compromising on ambition with a secured life destination, travelling the road which i hated the most and would'nt even have dreamed about stepping on to!...
People who know me well enuff wud understand it!!! Me waking up at 5 in the morning to STUDY!!!!.. It did took people by shock, my best friend almost stopped talking to me!.Reason being i am being studious. Can you imagine it?!! and my dad's diabetes almost hit roof top and my moms BP levels were never ever so high in the history. All because of the change in the time table and the very reason that in close to 5years of my work experience it was for the first time that i was at home for a such a long time with out any job.
Well it certainly had its advantages and disadvantages as well tough!!..Disadvantages being more merrier than the advantages. Imagine you have to unlearn all that you have learned in your past to just give a exam worth 800 marks!!..Finally all i got after 3 months of study was not even equal to the mean average score required for a B School. Now that really took a toll on me, hit my ego real bad and buried in the earths mantel. All i have known through out my life is a little english and i got scored down in the same section!.:) Trust me it was like a nomad writing a exam paper set by einstien or c.v. raman.
Now, the worst of all was the job search in the last month!!...It did drain me emotionally!. i guess i have attended close to 6 interviews in a span of 3 weeks!!..the first question they ask is y did u leave your job, all i say is i had to appear for my exam and all i get after being truthful is being ROYALLY REJECTED!...maa ki yaar...again ego hurt!!!....
But, one thing i realized is that "If the education at schooling is for learning, then the education u learn after schooling is for Living".!!!
Finally, to end up on a happy note, Yes I am finally working with a fat pay package!!!.. and the ego bruises are getting attended royally by royal stag!... Hell ya... I am Back, up and Running!!!!..
Love,
Kalyan.
